Sunday, 6 February 2011

Spring!!! (Almost)

I've just looked out the window and, despite being cold and wet, I have new spring bulbs coming through and my snowdrops are up!  Fab!

I'm only on here cos I need to get some work done, but got sidelined into a 'bit of blog'.  So...  Can't stay really but I think today's task, shoudl I choose to accept it, is to think of an angle.  I can randomly ramble like the next woman but I need to have a bit of direction with this or I'll end up being certified if anyone else finds this.

Let's see what the day brings :-)

Saturday, 5 February 2011

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Wow! & u can do it by phone 2...! (& sorry cos i know how old all this makes me sound!)

New day, and all that....

Well as the blog title suggests, I'm now 40 years old and thought I'd try something new.  Blogging may not be the equivalent of going for a bungee jump but it's difficult enough for me.  And who knows what I'll do tomorrow... ;-)

Strange few weeks lately.  Just trying to remember "what's the point" and actually maybe I have got it after all.  Despite an odd Christmas, with poorly relatives, difficult exs [exes?  previous partners anyway] and even poorly pets.  I'm sure that 'the point' is clearly my son - he's more than happy with this dad and the new girlfriend, but that doesn't mean he's not happy when he's with me.  You don't know me but this is a MAJOR step forward for me just now!!  Confidence has been poor but I think I'm on the up.  being 40 hasn't really triggered the problem with my confidence but I don't suppose it's helped.

Anyway. I may be 40 but the key thing is I'm not out yet!  So that's more positive that I think I have been for years.  And blogging gives me a way of writing a diary without actually writing a diary if you see what I mean...

Seen my folks today and they are doing okay.  They are on the up too.  So maybe 2011 is going to be my year....!

so blogging is the new hobby.  at least for a little while anyway - I'm not that sure how it all works tbh, but I'll give it a bash. :-)